When I Fall In Love Again (Note to Self)

by Paul Tumey

Give her a break.

She’s probably as scared

as you are.

While you are in love

don’t forget

to ask who made that juniper bush

that grows

out of a canyon wall

like a baby

carried on its mother.

While you are falling

ignore the parachute

fly through the sky

watch the sun melting

stand on a desert dune and witness

the universe contract into nothingness

as it tends to do.

Notice the space

between the stars

the space

between you and her

that is what’s good.

You will find

the way she sleeps into you

like a rock hugged

by a waterfall

or a juniper bush

tucked

into a warm and safe place

Brings tears

big wet wonderful surging

that blur your vision.

Wipe them away

to water the plantings

And be ready to see their

tender green leaves unfolding

They need you to see them

Do not be afraid of the good moments with her.

If you don’t want to

you will not have to

let them come back and haunt you.

Hold this slowly dying candle to the window

when night is outside

and the dark is switched on

look with your eyes

see with your heart

the flame’s reflection

in the cold glass pane.

Twin flames dancing.

When the flames

see each other

through you

love will have found you

again.

-March 14, 2011

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